genesis 1.

we now live in a world where happiness, fulfillment and contentment are understatements.
society is a cycle. we are dependent to each other in order to live.
we need plants and animals for food, the sun for warmth, and others for company and help.
this is very different from the society today.
in genesis 1, god made man to govern and watch over the beasts and animals.
everything is equal.
right now, we belong to a society where a few have a lot; and many have none.
how could we change this?
who could change this?
this vicious cycle, i believe, will go on and on until someone steps up and be the catalyst for the change that we want.
sadly, one person could only do so much.
there are billions of people all over the world.
compared to one person, i think it would not be enough to change the world.

heroin.

you are exactly my brand of heroin.

crackers and dips.

oh the joy of eating crackers and dips!
when i'm studying, i eat crackers and dips...
when i'm watching tv, i eat crackers and dips...
when chilling in the house, i eat crackers and dips...
i eat them everyday... i can eat them forever...
haha!

taguan.

there was a time in her life when she felt cold.
everything went downhill.
but then she met this boy... and this boy was different.
he made her happy again.
... and he's extremely funny. he made her laugh everytime he would say or do something weird.
singing. laughing. singing. laughing.
he became her sunshine and her life was right again.
he held every broken piece of her together and they were inseperable.

then everything changed when he mentioned he loved someone.
she just needed his presence. his voice.
she needed to know that he's still there for her.
she just needed him. period.

sadly, they grew apart.
she doesn't know who's fault it was but she should be blamed cause she can't help but feel awkward when him and "her" and HER were together.
she buried him deep down inside me.
she tried to forget him.
she eventually did... until yesterday.

"hoy, naglalaro ka ba ng taguan?"
that's all he had to say to make her remember eveything that she tried to forget.
he made her laugh again... without effort.
taguan? maybe that's what she's doing for the past year.
she's trying to hide from him cause she's afraid she will miss him.
the fact is... she misses him even if she is not hiding from him.
she guesses this is game over.
tapos na ang taguan.

prunes.

i shall love you until we turn into prunes.

... and this first is about you.

highschool 2004.
there he was, looking cool as usual.
we talked almost about everything everyday. he was my seatmate, lunch date and bestfriend.
people saw that we were somehow "connected"...
people noticed our growing "affection" toward each other.
we would sit together in a corner and just talk for hours.
again, we didn't really notice other people. haha. i guess we have our own little world when we are together.

college 2008.
despite the crappy restaurants that we've been to (due to our shared curiosity about food), the countless movies that we've watched, and the crazy things that happened to us, we are still together. :]
food, glorious food! haha.
ily. :]

*so much for my first post... it's quite boring. :]