taguan.

there was a time in her life when she felt cold.
everything went downhill.
but then she met this boy... and this boy was different.
he made her happy again.
... and he's extremely funny. he made her laugh everytime he would say or do something weird.
singing. laughing. singing. laughing.
he became her sunshine and her life was right again.
he held every broken piece of her together and they were inseperable.

then everything changed when he mentioned he loved someone.
she just needed his presence. his voice.
she needed to know that he's still there for her.
she just needed him. period.

sadly, they grew apart.
she doesn't know who's fault it was but she should be blamed cause she can't help but feel awkward when him and "her" and HER were together.
she buried him deep down inside me.
she tried to forget him.
she eventually did... until yesterday.

"hoy, naglalaro ka ba ng taguan?"
that's all he had to say to make her remember eveything that she tried to forget.
he made her laugh again... without effort.
taguan? maybe that's what she's doing for the past year.
she's trying to hide from him cause she's afraid she will miss him.
the fact is... she misses him even if she is not hiding from him.
she guesses this is game over.
tapos na ang taguan.